Alrighty, guys. Hi!
Anyway, so most of you know that I'm writing my own book. Actually,
I have written it, finished the first draft, all that jazz. The reason
why not many people have read it, is because I'm lazy and don't feel
like editing. But enough about me..let's talk about the book.
So, I've always loved to tell stories: when I was younger and my
parents would write my words down, telling stories while a group of
people gather around me, and also typing on the computer. To me, writing
is a way to leave your life for a short amount of time. It allows you
your only opportunity to become another person, body, mind, and spirit. I
actually find myself missing my characters if I don't write for awhile.
The idea came to me when I was probably around eleven. I thought,
"I'm going to write a book," which of course, I didn't do. I wrote what I
though was a good chapter and a half, scrolled up the document, and
found that I had written two pages. Two freaking tiny pages. I was going
to go back and continue writing, but I sorta stopped after that.
Whoops.
Even though my "chapter" was so tiny, I looked back at it around a
year later and saw the beginning to some great possibilities. Of course,
the actual writing was junk, but the idea--well, it wasn't too shabby.
The idea lingered in the back of my mind and wouldn't go away. A
voice inside my head was practically screaming at me to get up off my
butt and start to work on writing. The thought was appealing to me, but I
never really decided to pursue it. I mean, it's a lot of work to write a
book. Plus, I didn't know if I was any good at writing...and what's the
point of taking the time to do something when you're terrible at it?
Well, I proved to be not-so-terrible at writing. In fact, I took a
writing course at Mt. Sophia and got really, really good scores. My
teacher would constantly email my mom, telling her how impressed she
was. One of my essays was even featured on the website!(eep!)
That's when I decided that I needed to start writing. Not just
boring little essays, but a big book that I and I alone could decide
what to do with it.
So, I got to work. A plot steadily began to work its way into my
mind, weaving fabrics together to form a new world of a teenage girl
that no one has ever seen before. Characters came to mind, along with
different traits, appearances, and so on. It was just so dang fun.
And then, the actual writing started. I sat at the computer and
typed away, breathing life into my outline. It surprised me how easily
words came to mind, how smoothly everything flowed. I had finished a
very very rough draft of my first chapter. And then I deleted it on
accident. (*Sarcastically, i give myself a pat on the back.)
To say the least, I freaked out. I yelled at everyone to get out of
the room, and they did. Now probably what a normal teenage girl would
do, would be to cry and accept hugs and encouraging messages like,
"Don't worry--that happens to everyone! Just breathe in and out and
start writing again." Did I do that, nope. Instead, I got incredibly
angry and wanted to stab something with a knife. There we go, that's
definitely more of my personality. For a minute, I thought that it was
over, that this was a
sure sign that I should stop.
Instead, I swallowed my self-pity, gritted my teeth, and re-wrote
the first chapter. Believe it or not, I actually liked it better than
the first draft I had deleted.
From there, it just went on. I didn't stop. I developed a love
for writing. Every night, I would flop down into my bed, grab my phone,
flipping the keyboard open my phone provided me with. (Yes, I know. I
wrote the book a 400 page book on a phone. Craziness,) I would write and
write and write. My parents thought it was pretty funny how i ended up
writing the whole book on my phone. They say they'll get the laptop
fixed.(A little late on that decision, guys)
And now, now I'm focusing on making a short promo trailer for my
book. If you'd like to audition for it, email me at
latshawcharis@gmail.com.
So there we have it, everyone. That's how I wrote a book. That's
how i got the idea, imagined the plot, deleted the first chapter(*I'm
sighing a long, freaking annoyed sigh right now FYI), and finished
writing a 400 page book.
Man, I had no idea you wrote a book! I don't feel so accomplished anymore. Everyone's spitting out novels left and right. Anyway, I definitely had the same thing going on while writing my first novel. It was fun as hell. Still, Darkness Surrounding was 51,000 words. 100,000 is a huge, huge, accomplishment! I don't think I have the capacity to sustain a single novel for that duration. (If I pitch my trilogy as a single book, though, it would be about 180,000 words. I guess that sort of counts.)
ReplyDeleteMy blog :P
Sorry guys---my book is most likely be around 340 pages...not 400.
ReplyDeleteOh, Char--that IS so terrible when you delete something you worked so hard on...but it's a good life lesson, too. That your second draft was better than what you lost. sometimes life works out that way. We lose something we can't imagine ever being without--and it turns out that what replaces it is a better thing than we lost.
ReplyDeletelove you, char.
you're awesome:)