Random Rambling

I haven't blogged in an incredibly long time. I actually kinda miss it. 


No, i don't have excuses to why I haven't been writing. It's not like I'm busy or anything, even though I like to tell myself that I am. It's Summer, so I've pretty much been waking up at 11:00am, lounging in my pjs until I feel like getting changed, hanging out with Soriya, and watching Dance Moms and Falling Skies. I know, I know, I'm so productive. You should be incredibly jealous. 


Oh, and I've also been writing books and music. That's very fun. 


Anywho, I've started writing a second book to go along with the first one I finished. Gah, still haven't gotten around to editing the first one completely. But I will, I promise. I just don't exactly know when. But I missed my characters really, really badly, and needed to start writing about them again. It sounds to weird to miss your own fictional characters, but trust me, you really begin to after awhile. Here's a small excerpt from the book I'm currently writing: 

   "What's the matter?" Gavin asks me, his clear tone breaking the silence. The words hang in the air, almost as if time has frozen. But I know that in reality, time is still ticking by. The feel of Gavin's heartbeat proves so.

    His dark, intense eyes meet my emerald ones. Now is the moment of truth. Do I tell him? Do I confide in him the way I used to with Chase? Do I accept that he can be trusted, that he won't leave me with raw and opened wounds? It's a difficult thing, finding an answer the problems like these. 

    The inside of my mouth has started bleeding right below my lower lips. It's a nervous habit, it guess. I've always done it, and probably always will. The iron tang of blood spreads throughout my tongue, giving it a permanent unpleasant taste for the moment. "I'm fine," I lie, still tasting the remnants of my fearful nerves on my taste buds.

  Blahhhh. It's not great, but I guess it's better than nothing.

 So yeah, haha, real interesting blog post:P Is there anything in particular you'd like me to write about? If so, let me know:D